Not drinking it, of course.
My drink of choice is always Diet Coke.
But I love being IN the water.
I love the feel of it on my skin.
I love the weightlessness of being immersed in the water.
I love how relaxing it is to feel it pouring over you and sweeping away the cares of the day.
I love water.
Today I was swimming - swimming laps so that I may become a bit more weightless, my body stronger.
And for a moment I didn't love the water.
I didn't love how hard it was to push against the water to propel myself forward.
I didn't love how tired and achy my body felt after I had already been on the treadmill and now was in the water.
I didn't love the obligation of the water.
I didn't love that I would close my eyes and veer out of my lane.
Nothing about the water was weightless or relaxing or delightful.
I was immersed in the OBLIGATION and STRIVING and PUSHING of myself.
I was not immersed in the water.
As I began to realize this I began to push less, I relaxed into each kick, each arm movement and let the water propel me forward.
I began to feel my body give way to the water.
I began to feel the rush of water pass me by........rolling over me and creating that feeling of weightlessness. I began to glide more than push myself.
My body, rather than achy and tired, felt more and more restored by the water.
And I realized that is how I act towards God sometimes.
I make him an obligation.
Something to push against.
Someone who expects ME to propel myself.
I take my eyes off of Him and I veer and I get mad at being off-course.
I STRIVE and I PUSH and I act out of OBLIGATION.
But, ultimately I am not immersed in HIM. I am immersed in SELF.
It is when I relax into Him, when I allow HIM to propel me forward, when I allow HIM to restore and renew and allow HIS presence to wash over me.........
Well, then I begin to experience weightlessness.
Weightlessness which comes from not being burdened by the cares of this world.
Weightlessness which comes from being fully loved.
Weightlessness that comes not from obligation but from a desire to be restored.
Weightlessness that comes not from self but from GOD.
Dear Father, let your presence wash over us today. Let us experience the restoration and weightlessness that comes from fully immersing ourselves in YOU. Let us be propelled forward not by our own strength but by yours.